Devious Journal Entry

can't you tell how I feel? by the way I always hang around, by how I go from happy to emotionless as soon as you mention her  
By how I make stupid faces back at you whenever you look at me in math.
By how I draw stupid pictures on your assignments when I'm correcting your awfully done math homework. 
By how when you ask me for help, I happily drop whatever  I'm doing to help. 
You probably just see me as just being friendly. 
but it's so much more. 
So much more you don't see. 
I stopped wearing as much red because you said you thought it was too much. 
I smile all the time when I'm around you
my friends have noticed how much I talk about you 
They think it's just because we sit next to each other in 4 classes. 
But it's not. 
It's because you make me happy. 
I like you so much it hurts. 

But you'll never get the hint, you're oblivious.