Shit

I'm scared to speak, in fear of saying something wrong. 
but I can't stop talking. 

All my friends are upset and all I seem to do is make it worse. 
I'm so so so so sorry to all of you, I just wanted you to be okay. 

I'm just a nuisance, something no one can love, no one can like, don't get me wrong, I'm perfectly content with where I am on  a personal level, but I just want all of you to be okay.

Is it so bad to want you to be okay?